The first time hurts the most. don't worry it'll get easier!

What is the world to live by? who can face the knowledge that the truth is not necessarily the truth. How can one become what the believe without destroying who they are? What is in a name that which we call by any rose? people of the world i come to you as a man of society. a man of no reason nor any purpose. i come from god as a reproducer for to a general of of me from him is just that.Whoever has made it to this point in my blog obviously cares about what i have to say.(personally i wouldn't give a fuck at this point) so i have decided to make a point system for my life! in this point system i will see how i have progressed to see how good of a person i believe i can be. IF you have seen Demetri martin this is exactly that! When i say if is a form in which i live by i say this because of the meanings of if. to many the world may see like a place to play in but to few it is a place to create. To make something of someone or something. if you don't believe your self worth is anything to brag about make it something to brag about. make your life what you believe is you. What you believe is that. I am Ryan Boyd I play football for Ayala High school. My passion is acting. IF you had to choose between seeing me in a football game and watching me in a play i would choose the play. An experience that is worth seeing. I love life and every time i am sad or angry is release it into the world and hope nobody catches it. My life was niether explained nor analized in this but is hopefully apprieciated.