CONSORT!? CONSORT!?

What is a grade? A mark of learning that has no mental worth only for future learning. It may help you learn to how to learn what is needed in later years but really it is pointless. For in life what is the worth in knowing biology?Math? perfect grammar? MLA format? It's like teaching a dog to walk on two feet. the dog knows perfectly well that walking on four feet is so much faster and yet it will only perform for a treat. how is this true. if you really need me to spell it out it's called college. high school is an act to please colleges that will later please the job you want. i heard something interesting today.....your very smart but your a horrible student. If school was Solly based on brain power i wouldn't be a bad student and yet i am. why is that? it all goes back to the dog we perform for people who are only looking for effort. so this world is based on effort. its true in America because the not so blessed can become a leader. Isn't that a load of bullshit! i don't have money for USC and yet I'm a better student than their entire graduating class. So why then am i not getting the job and the moderate USC guy is? Ahhh but it's OK because i give effort so i can get it. Well the truth is there is not truth. the answer cannot be written and that's why life in America is a gamble. At least it is for the immigrants. so that is what America has created winners and failiers. But that's what everyone does in every country. Yet we give so many rights to little man. the low paid guy. why? someone must fail? Well the truth is America will lie but cover their ass to make it seem like they don't want you to fail. It's ok that they do this because it's important to create hope for everyone. That is why learning in high school is based purely on effort. to give the immigrant a shot. to give the idiot a shot. So I'm not a good student but I'm smart? so many people would say that it's the same thing and yet it has so many contrasts. My dad says I'm lazy. My dad got straight A's all his life. so the Fuck what! it hasn't made him more successful. Are you saying that because i know not how to work based on the standards of others that I'm not trying. The answer is no! My brain power isn't geared towards standards or to know the quadratic formula. it is true the world is based off standards, but what have they really brought to this world? life is all we have to offer. they breeding plantation of god hahahaha that sounds funny....The world feels safe because of these standards. able to prioritize, advance, feel equal.... So for this reason school is pointless to me. It is a race to see who can download the most information the fastest. Why conform? To feel like learning this stuff might actually help you? For as i said is it is a test. A test to see how you can perform. to go to a good college is all everyone wants. But information from this school to that school is the same. so why then a good college? Yet another test to see more progression so the people that will hire you later will help them decide who they want. so therefore the employment is no longer based on the information, it is based on where you get it from.

if anything can go wrong, it will

Who can really decide anything for anyone? is there something to be done? I really do believe people in this world feel pushed, pushed towards the needs of another. why must people come to school if they aren't pushed? what is this world but a bunch of volunteers? I can't believe people can trust those who don't want to in the first place. THE BOSS!!! it will take you to understand the meaning of the world. Why were we made? you know those movies, day the earth stood still<---> the day the earth stood still the origional. hahaha i thought there were more haha. anyways movies like that drive you believe that humans are the problem and how can we help the world survive? what do i have to say on the matter? ok well to be honest i really believe in god im not some crazy cristian but i believe in him:0 so if you are some stupid asshole who hates hearing about thing about him....i encourage you to keep reading and disregaurd this...if you want. ok so god has a plan. a plan for everyone! a plan for the stick you break and a plan for the peanut butter you bask your partner in. so he has a plan for the world... what if the way we can save the world is to destroy it? elaborate! the way to save it is to kill it is conclusive. the epic conclusion to this world is something incontarvertable. the ozone layer is being destroyed but couldn't you just say that god is the one destoying it? he his! hes destroying it so a new species can live and die on it. What is evolution but a plan of god? he made it so later humans would destroy themselves. why would he do that? because if everything lived forever there would be no suprises nothing to live for. everything would become mundane.no suprises no sacrafice no meaning! so that is my take on the world. think about it hate it. today just wasn't my day for bloging, but since i already wrote it i might as well post it!

The first time hurts the most. don't worry it'll get easier!

What is the world to live by? who can face the knowledge that the truth is not necessarily the truth. How can one become what the believe without destroying who they are? What is in a name that which we call by any rose? people of the world i come to you as a man of society. a man of no reason nor any purpose. i come from god as a reproducer for to a general of of me from him is just that.Whoever has made it to this point in my blog obviously cares about what i have to say.(personally i wouldn't give a fuck at this point) so i have decided to make a point system for my life! in this point system i will see how i have progressed to see how good of a person i believe i can be. IF you have seen Demetri martin this is exactly that! When i say if is a form in which i live by i say this because of the meanings of if. to many the world may see like a place to play in but to few it is a place to create. To make something of someone or something. if you don't believe your self worth is anything to brag about make it something to brag about. make your life what you believe is you. What you believe is that. I am Ryan Boyd I play football for Ayala High school. My passion is acting. IF you had to choose between seeing me in a football game and watching me in a play i would choose the play. An experience that is worth seeing. I love life and every time i am sad or angry is release it into the world and hope nobody catches it. My life was niether explained nor analized in this but is hopefully apprieciated.